This morning I woke up wanting it. I mean I wanted it so bad it made no sense. I don't know why but 1 month prior to me celebrating my one year of celibacy up until now I have been overly horny. It's like my body wants nothing more than to be satisfied.
But I can't give in, I'm not ready to yet. Or am I? I can't make my body stop craving what I would feed to it on a regular basis for so long. I sound like an addict. It's funny because my friends use to call me a nympho and now refer to me as a caged nympho.
I hate to say it but they might be right. It's like every time I walk past someone that appeals to my senses I can't help but wonder what the sex is like. I have half a mind to make this one phone call that would put my body at ease but opening up that door will lead to a repeat performance if my past.
I don't want that. Especially with the talk of relationships and such going on all around me. I just can't enter into another relationship based on the fact that every time we're alone sex will be the main topic of "Physical Discussion."
I need to find another extracurricular activity, and soon.
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