I gotta get my life together. Not that it isn't together right now but it could be more together than it is.

Does that make sense?

Let me clarify a little. I'm behind in some things at school and I need some time to get caught up. In all seriousness, I could really stay at home all day Friday. I have to teach at Matoaca High during 1st period on Friday, but after that I believe I'm going home and crawling into my bed.

I sound so lazy but, I have never in my life been this tired. I've had two jobs before but the hours are kicking my cakes.

All I need is one day to just get everything in order and then I'll be ready to take on the world again. But I can't help but feel like I might need to take more time than that.

Lately a lot has been running through my head and I just might need to go on another
another, whatever it is. Last time I did it I dropped off the face of the earth and things changed.

They got better, and they stayed better (hello I'm still celibate). So I'm hoping that the things plaguing me now will subside and I can move on to bigger and better things.

All I know is right now I have so much to do it's driving me crazy and I'm so tired it's making me mad. I sleep about 3 hours a night, not b/c I'm just up wasting away but because I'm studying, or working, or doing something that only Courtney can do.

I just want to get away for a weekend if I can't take my month long hiatus. I just need some time to relax, and get over this flippin' cold.