It's pretty clear that I'm a little on the not normal side and I'm okay with that. But my insides are having this debate on which person Courtney needs to be.
I (Courtney) would just like to be myself. I don't want to be any of the people that have become a part of me over the past few years. It's like everyone knows a different side to me but not only 1 person, in this whole wide world, knows Courtney.
You would think that one person would be like my perfect match, my everything, my all. But he's just a friend. And old (literally lol) friend, who I need to publish this blog about.
I'll do that next.
Anyway, he knows everything. From beginning to end. He loves me, and I love him but ummm he doesn't like me.
People have so many different opinions on who I am as a person that he feels the real me has yet to run out on stage and scream, "Hey world! I'm here!!!!!!!!!!!!"
He met who the girls refer to as Jewel. The cute one with the long hair, and the jewelry (go figure she wears jewelry), and the pumps. Nice attitude and very shy. He can't stand her.
Jewel is shallow. Always in the mirror. Addicted to sex. smh
He also has met Becky. The white girl. The one who has a lot of "blonde moments." Whatever that means. If you have a slow moment you have a slow moment. I know brunettes that have made dumber decisions. lol
Funny thing about Becky is, Becky don't give head (sorry plies). She's too well behaved for that. In fact, Becky is still a virgin. Poor thing.
He likes Brittany to an extent. She's a bit of a thug. Long hair don't care. "Dressed in all black like the omen." (Whose line is that?) She likes to go out on occasion and find trouble. She's a very revealing person physically. She's addicted to it all. I think the girl is nasty.
But hey, that's just me. And trust, Brxt ain't no virgin, anywhere.
See what I'm saying though. I'm a little unbalanced. You put all of them together and well, you don't have Courtney, you got 4 different people.
Courtney is, an athlete, a sister, a friend and... a little twisted. I really just like to have fun. My friend said I should really allow people to meet the whole me. This way their perceptions of me aren't alternate personalities. So here goes nothing.
Good Evening, my name is Courtney LaShay and I am... not going to tell. So figure it out.
Even the most outgoing people have to leave something to the imagination.
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